Kothakoli-came from 'Kolikar kotha', in an effort to log the monologue-ous conversations that rage in conundrum, the arguments and questions that rumble inside to make me, 'me'. Kothakoli strives to stay true to the name: a dance, an exotic, challenging, colorful, beautiful dance. Somewhat like life itself.

Gemini

Bony jaw

And held up chin

How much longer girl?


Squinting eyes,

Split within,

Let the nails unfurl



Black and gold

That smells of sweat;

Polka dots of silk;


Storm of thoughts,

Sudden poise

And everything un-pink



Wounded on the shoulder blade,

The aplomb all but there,

Still she runs under raging skies

And dark gray clouds of fear



The sun is out in another land,

Warmth floats on the sea

The ice is gone, the mist is fading

And she suddenly skims at me



I look back into the midnight thoughts

Of lost composure and vain

And from the mirror, a thousand shards

slice open my pain


A gush of cold come storming out

I sink back in

And start to think

That finally she’s free.



Woman of joy, with a blue scarf around her eyes,

She feels no sting, she feels no pain; She sees nothing in light


Woman of joy, of dauntless ploy,

Fly with the blades of winds, fly out of that blind



Woman of joy, of rigor and coy,

Glide on that steel, without a heed



In my cave, behind the mirror, woman of joy, bury me in peace.

1 comment:

$oumya said...

The baptism of fire.

Crawling through the filth of life,
Expecting the misery to bite,
you walk on.
Struggling to take each breath,
The contours of your face could draw,
Nothing but a tasteless frown.
The impoverished soul can all but watch,
Curse, stab and take a bow,
You stumble.

The moments that promised a hearty mind,
The mornings drenched in silk sunshine,
You lose.

The rage erupts from solemn ashes
The phoenix lives on in tortured minds
You are born.
Hail, the fiendish slave of life,
With Time, greed and religion too
You burn.
The slave begins a journey new
Searching the mocking remnants of life
You are christened.
You are pain, you are mirth,
You are real, you are the fire.